Well, it's been a loooonnnng time since I was last here. I've been writing in an actual journal book instead of here as I had personal issues to work through. As much as I'm comfortable talking about myself, there are somethings I refuse to put here as it could be used against me as payback or blackmail...lol.
So, what have I missed?
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I am still living in Anchorage, Alaska. I'm still a resident apartment manager. My five year anniversary was last month. This has been the longest job I've held. Sad, isn't it? But this job suits me. It has allowed me to pay off one of my student loans, pay off two thirds of my commercial debts (I'm now credit card debt free) and even put money into savings so I can get healthcare when I need it.
I turn 40 this December and I'm freaking out. FORTY YEARS OLD PEOPLE!!!!! And I still haven't completed everything on my "Things To Do Before I Turn 40" list! I'm not even halfway down it! I don't feel 40 at all. I am not looking forward to being really old, like 60 mor something and have a frail body with a strong mind. Because you know I won't be treated like an adult, no, I will be treated as a freaking toddler! THAT is what I am facing in my old age! I know it!
Maybe I'll be lucky and die before that happens? Hey, the world is supposed to end in 2 years, so it could happen! I have to go now, I'm depressed. I think I have a gallon of butter pecan ice cream in my freezer. snort, snicker, giggle.